Scratching the Scar Again...

Scratching the Scar Again...

    & nbsp;   I thought I'm already doing okay. I'm no longer crying at night, my heart is no longer aching and you're no longer the first thing I have in mind before and after I sleep. I don't know how you do it but a single memory that reminds me of you can bring back all the pain in my heart. Just yesterday, I heard that you're seeing someone and you seem happy now. It turned my whole world upside down. I feel my heart is breaking again. It is wounded and bleeding so hard. It made me wonder if I can get over you. I've been trying to live my life without you. Divert my attention, be productive and do any thing to kill the time. But at the end, it's useless. You can still hurt me. Why do I allow this thing? I really don't know. I feel so helpless. I can't escape from this misery.

    & nbsp;   Seeing you is like scratching the scar again. Allowing it to bleed like a fresh cut wound. No matter how I try to heal it, you can always hurt me. The wound you have caused in my heart seem not to heal with time. My heart still wants to love you despite the pain.